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February 27th, 2006
09:10 am
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Sam took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a ..."
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this thing is crazy....
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October 28th, 2005
10:56 am
well.
i don't write very often, cus i don't usually have anything new to say... lol
but, i can say that i'm way super excited about a halloween party this weekend. gonna get all fucked up, gonna stay out all night like old times, and gonna be hanging with a crap load of people i haven seen for a while and a shit load of people i don't know... lol everyone keeps asking me what i'm gonna dress up as at this party, i keep telling them myself... lol i'm crazy enough at parties like that that i don't need a costume, just my party ego... lol
jenny's gonna come with, which is awesome, i've almost never patied with jenny, which kinda sucks... but eh, i'll be going over to her place tomorrow to get ready..
oh man! i got the craziest idea for decor in my apartment.. lol i'm gonna string up door beads all over the place. in the entrance to the living room from both the kitchen and the main entrance, over the entrance to the kitchen from the main entrance and over the bedroom door, maybe even just randomly hanging one in the hall so no matter where you go in my apartment, we'll hear you... lol not really, just to make it so you have walk thru beads no matter where you go... lol the ones i'm gonna get for the entrances to the living room are gonna glow in the dark, that way they react with our black light. and whats awesome is dave's seriously all for it. i just wanted to set the beads up in the entrances to the living room, he wants them everywhere else... lol now the hard part is getting good ones... i need the ones that have the beads pressed onto the string, not strung. cus if they're strung and my cat break one, well then, the whole thing is fucked, but if the beads are pressed on then well... they snap off a small part, the curtian itself is still ok... lol
oh! theres also this halloween hanging we have upstairs on my qwet campaigne at work, and it looks rate awesome, its clear plastic, with a neon green and purple and black grimp reaper on it... lol i'm gonna get it this saturday and i'm gonna hang it in my apartment... lol all year round... it'll be awesoem! lol
now since i'm going to this party this weekends with all intentions of being fucked out of my gorde... lol looks like i'll have to wait till next weekend to finally get rid of all these boxes and start getting things straightened out.
oh! i also have like $125 on plastic that i can't spend unless i go to the regent mall... i won another $75 gift card from work, this ones walmart money tho, the last one for $50 was for the regent mall it's self... i think i'll either use that on myself for like some new clothes or something, or maybe something for the aparment... lol
either ways i think i need to get going, it's like 11, i need to wake dave up and get a shower.. :D
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August 20th, 2005
July 23rd, 2005
10:11 pm
i have another wisdom tooth coming out...
and no dental plan yet...
and my dentist, who would probably do it for free, lives in pei...
i'm glad they don't hurt, and arn't fucking the rest of my teeth up any worse then they already are... :)
sometimes, i dunno what all the fuss was about...
on another note.
i started moving stuff into my apartment today, and discovered that both my parents are working monday, so to make things easier on my pocket, i'm gonna stay in my apartment, probably by myself, not even with any kitties...
good thing i have dave's tv, lol and his dvd player... and his xbox... lol and of course his games and my dvds. kinda wish i had a microwave tho... eh, all in good time, all in good time. so i'll have dishes, and an air matress to sleep on, and movies and video games to keep me ocupied, and if i really need the lend of a microwave, i can probably use jenny's... lol she's only across the parking lot.. :D and she should be coming over to keep me company for a bit.. :D
i don't really have any furnature in my apartment yet... persay... lol ok, i don't, lamps don't count... lol furnature probably wont happen till friday... i know dave's dad is probably gonna get a truck to move it all.... i dunno if that extends to me tho... O.o; we'll see... this moving out thing is hectic... but it only lasts a little while, same with the crappy money situation... i haven had funds this low, and needed more money since i started working at nucomm... (my first pay was like $76 and they wanted to me to buy a whole new wardobe and feed myself and get to work everyday with that.... for 2 weeks... ha! at $15 a shot for a cab, i was broke in no time... lol) so i'm a little more stressed than i'd like, but eh, again, it's only for a little bit... after about a month, we'll have no problem with cash.... *glares* i hope
lol anyways, i just wanted to ramble, so i did.. :D
done!
Laters!
Sam
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July 4th, 2005
03:04 pm
i got the craziest, most exciting news while i was getting dressed out of the shower. i'm not gonna say what it was cuz i wanna keep it to myself, and only tell a select few. but i am gonna get girly and squealish again... lol haven done that in about a year and a half... lol maybe not now, cuz getting girly and squealish means screaming about the news, so i'll do my girly squealing here at home, and in the car, and in the mall.. lol but not on here.. :D
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/ecstatic.gif) ecstatic
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July 2nd, 2005
07:39 pm
i just came to a strange kinda conclusion...
sometimes i communicate with dave the same way i communicate with my cats...
and even stranger... lol he does it back.... :D
maybe i'm a little slow in catching on, but we've been doing it almost from the start... lol
but i suppose it makes sence, he likes to scratch me under my chin and behind my ears... lol
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July 1st, 2005
09:47 am
How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
You have a sensible and realistic outlook on life and your two feet are always planted firmly on the ground (though you may, on occasion, have your head in the clouds). Others often see you as a rock of strength, solid, reliable, dependable, and constant. You are, in fact, amazingly consistent for you possess great powers of endurance and do not like to make changes or adjustments in your regular routine. You do things deliberately and methodically and do not easily accommodate the unexpected. Though you have a gentle, even soft, appearance, you are enormously strong-willed and stubborn. You go at your own pace and refuse to be rushed or pushed into anything before you feel sure about it. You can be coaxed and persuaded by charm, beauty, love, or affection - but never forced. You won't fight either, but simply stubbornly resist any attempt to coerce you to do something you do not want to do.
not bad at all
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June 26th, 2005
May 28th, 2005
04:28 pm - You did what with that broom handle on LSD?!?
wow... it's been a while since i've updated... nothing really important or interesting to tell i guess. nothing really at all... i mean i think thrusday i was planning on making an entry before i went to work about a crazy dream i had, but my internet was down... so i couldn't, and it's basically lost now... something about nukes and winter and pot and bitches cutting in on routs and old people leaving and losing dave somehow in mass confusion.... i only have flashes of it, but it was fucking retarded... it was a totally different city, all fucked with allys like halls and subways like walking bridges.... i don't even think i could explain it better than that. not now anyways. so ya, tonight i guess me and dave are going to the afterdark... and i'm probably actually going to dress for the ocassion, but... well never mind, was gonna say i hope i don't get hit on as much as i did last time, but last time i was wearing a ratty old hoody like 5 sizes too big, so not only did i look young, but you couldnt see my curves or anything no distinguishing body features, and i still got hit on like mad... so this time i guess i'm just gonna have to molest dave in public or something... maybe they'll leave me alone then... or maybe i just don't understand drunken pongo's... and i think i'm prone to believe the latter. eh... i have no idea how long we'll be out for, or whatever, but i think i'll have a good time. maybe most of the pongo's will go to the rave... hope so. jenny i guess is most likely going to the rave. i'm lending her some shirts and my bunny backpack with some motion sensitive flashies and rave rings. hope she has fun if she gets to go. and chantel beter not fucking rip her off on gas money... -.-; $20 to come into oro from freddy and drive back...? i don't fucking think so. anyways enough on that topic. what else...? well... i was claning my room... eh thats not interesting or important... umm.... i'm working off sleep depervation right now.... not alot of it, but enough... it's been a while since i've done the super late nights with very little sleep next morning thing. i got home at like 4 from dan's last night, and didn crash till 5... well i tried to crash at 5... but my mom's alarm clock kept waking me up... but i was deffinitely out before my mom went to work... lol but i kept waking up like very hour for no reason... well not no reason, just my internal alarm clock is used to me waking up at like 8, and i always wake up at least an hour before my alarm... just never crawl out of bed... so i was awake alot this morning, and i had to finally crawl out of bed at 11, i had laundery and shit to do for my mom... then i had to run into oro, and of course, i didn shower, just went as was... same ratty hoody as mentioned above... lol i love this hoody... you'll never get it back dave... lol anways that and like my valur pants, and the whole time i was in the grocery store i was yawning and i looked so tired and dead... lol but now i'm pretty awake... i dunno how that'll last once i get out with dave tho... lol i'll end up burnt out in no time... i'm probably gonna need to do some shit tonight to stay awake... lol wish i could get some kay.. :( it's been so long since i've done that stuff.... and i know that would probably put me out... lol but it'd work to have that for when i get back to daves.. :D if i ended up doing anything else... but somehow i doubt i will... i never do anything anymore... lol well not anything... but eh... anyways this seems to be a very random long rambling journal... lol well ok not long, but since i never write anymore, i guess it could be long ish cuz i'm not really talking about anything at all... i think i do that alot with journals... i'm not really talking to anyone, but myself... not saying people don't read, just that i guess i kinda talk to myself while i'm typing... lol so i guess most times it never really makes sence.... oh well... anyways. i think i'm gonna go finish my room, and see if i can slip some nin on the stereo in the living room while i clean.. :D
so until i feel like rambling again, cuz nothing good ever happens that i can write about.. :D
Laters!
Sam
*edit*
it's sunday now, and you can scratch everything i said about going out and doing something. we did nothing last night. nothing. i almost wished i'd stayed home.... least then i'd have a reason to feel like shit.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/crazy.gif) crazy
Current Music: They're Coming To Take Me Away -by- Dr Demento
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April 21st, 2005
11:54 pm - Infection Of The Heart
It envelopes me.
Smothering me in it’s warmth.
So constricted,
Yet so free.
I feel it twisting and knotting in my chest.
Growing there.
Spreading there.
Infecting my very being.
Such sweet insanity.
You make me want to scream.
Scream for the terror I feel.
The terror you breathe into life from my lips.
Burning so deep,
I feel flames licking at my insides,
Coaxing me to give in...
To let you devour me...
Your infection drawing mine.
Heated skin.
Damp hair.
Heaving chests.
Straining bodies.
Hushed cries.
Clenched fists.
Screaming release.
Black oblivion...
My infection so sweet.
Consuming me,
Mind, heart, body, and soul
This desease of mine.
My paracite of Love.
My beautiful cancer...
i'm kinda proud of this one... it really came from no where... i was playing some showdown solitair, sapcing to music... and i just started writting... i dunno... i guess i just feel wanted again... thats the best i can say to explain this... :)
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/loved.gif) loved
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April 4th, 2005
March 29th, 2005
09:52 pm
for kicks i guess...?
now this i thought was just funny.. :D
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March 22nd, 2005
09:15 am
now this i just thought was funny
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March 14th, 2005
09:16 am
thought i'd jump on the band wagon
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October 20th, 2004
02:29 am
and... i just finished.... things feel funny after popping bubble wrap... like the keyboard feels funny... lol eh... whatever... i'm done now... after popwer popping the bubble wrap one bubble at a time... lol
so again... laters!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/ditzy.gif) ditzy
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02:11 am - what....? *snap* what was that...? *snap snap* is that...? *snap snap* it is! it's bubble wrap!
any one want an idea of what i find amusing...?
well....
obviously its 2:11AM...
and i'm sitting here, at the computer, maticulously popping bubble wrap...
i got it with my headset at work... but i was told that if i popped it in the building... they'd take it away... and i love bubble wrap... so i decided to save it till i went to lunch.... but i for got it... then i dudn remember i had it in the pooket of my hoody(yes i did mean to say pooket... it's what i call the pocket in the front) untill like 20 minutes ago.... and since i remembered i had it, i've been popping... not it's not a big peice.... but i've been popping it one bubble at a time... lol
i find this very amusing... that and the fact that my mom is less than 2 feet away from me... sleeping might i add... lol so i'm just waiting for her to wake up and get really annoyed and tell me to knock it off... lol....
anyways... thats all i wanted to say... :D
Laters!
Sam
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/amused.gif) amused
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September 28th, 2004
09:02 am - maybe theres more of a chance than i thoguht...
i feel smart.
yesterday i can only guess that my iq test went well... ok, i don't have to guess, i finished the iq test 30 minutes before anyone else in my testing class, and there were people there twice my age asking 'whats this word mean?' so i think it's safe to say that i'm good in the intelegence department... that, and i have an interview, and my computer skill test today at 4:30...
hope i get this job... money would be a good thing to have...
so i got sun burned again... nothing new, i always get way burnt when i have to walk around oro... i walked from rmh to the school, well fancy's technically, then back to rmh, then back to fancy's, then to dave's.... thats alot of walking...
i also got a new pair of pants, and tiny lil shirt for like $3... rate kick ass... the pants are all long and huge, but fit so good! lol well they have to, they're like a size one... ashlee found them for me, then i found a lil shirt that fits perfectly all tiny and sparkley and kickin... lol more slutty clothes....
i have to figure out what else i have that's normalish to wear to my interview.... mom would have a fit if she knew i went to my interview in lets say my orange streamer pants... lol so i'll probably have to wear the other pair of jeans i have, and some shirt... dunno what kind... eh... i really have to ask about the dress code there... hopefully is not business casual... that'd suck... and i'd have to point out a couple of things...
eh... got nothing else to write about...
so i'm gonna go... see if i can find some food worth eating...
Laters
Sam
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/groggy.gif) groggy
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September 24th, 2004
03:44 pm - guess what...
well, i beat kingdon hearts...
so, to dave, i told you i'd beat it.
so much for it being impossible to beat...
christ, it was easier than sin...
now... to wait till the next one comes out, and beat that too, hopefully it'll have a better ending...
eh...
what game should i start next...?
castlevania?
or blood rayne?
decisions, decisions...
eh... we'll see what i think if i'm here tomorrow morning... and i might be... but i dunno yet...
i'm so bored...
i'm watching once upon a time in mexico...
heh johnny depp is kick ass... :D and so sezzy...:D
eh... still bored...
just wanted to prove my boredness...
and tell everyone i beat kingdon hearts...
so... i did that... now i'm gone...
Laters!
Sam
Current Mood: weird
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September 23rd, 2004
03:52 pm
Your Porn Star Name is: Candy Coxx
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Your Stripper Name is: Butterfly
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Dixie and Daisy
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Your Drag Queen Name is: Amanda Playwith
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Your Hippie Chick Name is: Pheonix
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Your Hippie Chick Name is: Aurora
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Your Hippie Chick Name is: Wintersweet
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(couldn decide which one i liked better)
Your Penis Name is: Curious George
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couldn resist... lol
Current Mood: amused
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03:15 pm
well...
being lazy kicks ass...
my mom and dad went out shopping, and they not only came back with food, but my dad also had a job interview set up for me...
so i didn even have to go, and i get a job interview...
Good news:
-it's at the old rmh call center...
-it'll be inbound calling...
-i'll be getting 13 something an hour if i get it...
Bad news:
-i dunno what kinda call centre it is, besides inbound...
-it's at 11 monday morning...
-i have to take a 2 hour test...
-i don't even know what the test is on...
eh... we'll see how it works out.... i'm gonna have to dress half way normal monday... shitty... probably wont get the job anyways, just cuz theres a test, and they're only hiring like 200 people, and i'm more than sure there are 200 people out there more qualified than me... eh, we'll see... mom's telling me i should call one of her friends and see what the test is about, it'd probably be a good thing to do... eh...
i also need to plan something for day time monday... cuz i probably wont be done the interview till like one, so i think me and jeny'll hang out till 3:30 when she goes to drivers ed, but if for some reason she can't then i'll probably go to fancy's place untill dave gets off school... eh, we'll see
Laters
Sam
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